3 days before.......

yup....it's 3 days before nu year!!
the heat of nu year??? nah...i don't feel the heat yet...it's just that i don't think i've done good this year...this twenty-ten...hmmm...it's like a short year for me..nothing much has happened...
maybe thats the reason why i am such a low-spirited person right now..
with no job, trying to figure out how to help my parents making ends meet...really really hope that nxt year is going to be THE year...please God, i know i haven't been the good child of yours lately, i haven't spoken directly to you for maybe a year...but, i am really in big trouble right now, and i really really need your help...please, please give me a sign....